The one that being absurd.

You see being the absurd one has some advantages and disadvantages.

Well, being absurd means nobody would understand what you are saying or doing, in my case, nobody would understand my tweets. Because, you see, when I have some problems I just being the 'absurd-me', so nobody would understand what I mean, so nobody would see that I'm actually dying or bleeding to death. And, I still can express my anger, disapointment or the likes with my absurdity and nobody would actually know the truth.

Yeah, yeah, me being me. The one who always pretending to be the tough girl. Well, of course you have to, it's LIFE. 

But, being absurd also has disadvantages. You know, when you're feeling so f**king low and you choose to become absurd because you're afraid that everyone will know that you're actually sad because he dated her (when you actually heard someone said that he didn't want to date anyone in the moment (yeah, dude, you can kiss my beautiful ass)), and what  you actually want is just your best friends (or people who you think are were your best friends) asking 'what is wrong with you?'.

Okay, life is a bitch. 

And, adios!